i wish he’d go away
i dont mean in the physical sense
i just want him to leave
like i cant even explain it
im just tired of always thinking about him
and being sad
and i dont want to even talk about him any more at all
i dont even know what im saying waaaaaaa
im so tired
A therapist once said to me “you will never be complete”.
Thinking back over it, I think this is the best advice anybody has ever given me. It gives me reassurance that there is always room for change. That when I feel rejection, when I feel like nothing, when I feel generally low, I can tell myself that I am not complete yet and that I never will be. That everything is temporary; my feelings, my situations. They will change because nothing in life is ever complete and there will always be time and there will always be space for everything to get better.
I need to go to bed earlier. I can have a great day and then once midnight passes, and I’m alone, that old friend of mine comes and keeps me company. Uninvited, may I add.
